Gerard, Gerard..oh dear Gerard.

How many days and nights will I continue to waste my time over you?!

Infinite. Uncountable.

But I know I will never get you, not totally, not as I wish.

I love and hate you at the same time with the same intensity  because I know you represent my biggest challenge here.

Maybe you are not my cup of tea..or maybe I don’t believe strongly in myself..I don’t know.

But I know that I will not give up because it’s better to be safe than sorry.

I will get you!! In one way or another!!